clearly i have issues.

i am a super driver.
and my super i mean mediocre.
i took driving lessons. and now can drive under parental supervision.
i test for a license on february 25 at 10am. whoot.
first thing i'm doing is picking leanne up from school and going out to lunch. and we will, at all times, pretend the car is a transformer or occasionally a pirate ship.
because we're awesome.


trying to clean my room.
i wanna see honor society so badly.
but my parents won't even consider letting me get tickets or driving me [this license idea is seeming better and better] if my room isn't spotless. fml.

going on vacation sunday.
not sure if that's good or bad thing.
because i have a tendency to not know how to relax.
it's not the end of the world if i get sand in my shoe. i'll live if the sheets are wrinkly. nothing terrible will come out of not being able to bathe immediately after swimming. exhale.
and i have to pack tomorrow. oh lordy. i'm just gonna bring enough clothes so that i don't have to plan what i'm wearing each day. alsdjflasjdflajsdf. i hope i don't forget osmething. because i would. i'd forget my camera or something. bleehhh.


okay bye.

i need to clean and go to sleep. for eighteen hours.

beach & BOREDwalk, M/8/17/09

so the past/present tense are not consistent in this.

9:30 AM
pack car.
realize everything we forgot.
pack car more.
depart at 9:45
drive.
leanne and i watch "the lion king 1 1/2"
best. movie. ever.
drive lalala

get to beach.

buy passes / lockers for showering

slather spf 30 all over myself. except my legs because i was too lazy.

go on beach!

i hate sand. asldfjasldfj.

i lay down on the blanket while leanne swims.

we go in the ocean.

i like swimming in the ocean. except when there's gross stuff in there.
like today. there were these little jelly things EVERYWHERE. some girls asked the lifeguard what they were and he said they're called salps?

so we basically alternated between swimming and laying down for four hours.

at one point we played go fish with hannah montana playing cards and listened to the ponyo theme song.

i finally put sunscreen on my legs cause they're in the sun, then i put more on my face and a little on my forearms.

have a not-so-mild psycotic episode due to sand. IT'S EVERYWHERE. and some got on the blanket and i didn't want to lay on it or get it on me especially my hands? and leanne was covered in it and then plopped on the blanket and i had an attack.

try to eat a sandwich. it has sand in the name fml.
eat half of it. but i really cannot eat on the beach without freaking out about sand.

continue the swim, lay down, swim, lay down cycle. i really hate sand. and salps.

we go to shower. the worst part of the beach is carrying all of your stuff off of the beach -__-.

i wash my body at least four times. and shampoo at least three. i hate sand.

get dressed lalala. realize my nose is quite sunburned. typical. it protrudes and gets burnt even when i use copious amounts of sunscreen. and there is a white spot from my sunglasses on the top of my nose. typical typical.

go out to the car. realize how burnt my face really is. i basically am completely burned only on my face, except for areas covered by sunglasses. and they were those kind of ray ban style sunglasses that leave an extra ridiculous burn fml -_____-

go on rides! yay!
they play music around one area of rides and the climb was playing and i may or may not have had a singing attack.

went on bored-walk.
it is not thrilling at all.
played the water gun game. won a giant orange monkey. named it joseph.
played something else. lost.
went in the arcade. won 23048234 tickets. used to get a high school musical photo frame keychain.

got in car. drove away.

stopped to creepishly drive through car dealership. they have a lot of cool cars. expensive cars.
my dad likes cool cars. i am in the process of learning to drive & obtaining a license. therefore he can vicariously live out his lifelong desire to own a cool car by buying one for me. at least i hope that is how it will work out.

listen to my car trip playlist i made last night with leanne. it includes every disney soundtrack either of us have acquired in our lives, the entire discography of jb & tswift, random dumb songs, and the best of hannah montana. we are awesome.

come home. blog. realize i forgot jon & kate plus eight



we're going to the beach in maryland for three days at the end of the month.
i really do not want to deal with sand. slash i don't think i can without losing my sanity.

on wednesday i start driving lessons. "what is the instructor, suicidal?" thanks daddy -_-

just one spark starts a fire

this is precious.
and i'm mildly obsessed with it.
mainly because it's six of my favorite people.
yet i can't help but giggle at how awkward the making of it must have been.

August 14 [Friday]

1:52 am

i cannot sleep.
this has been an issue for the past week or so.

tomorrow will be one month since i saw the jb for the first time. (it's also that one kid in the band's birthday. not the point.)

also tomorrow we are attending a barbeque in some place in nj an hour away.
i'm only excited because it involves leaving the house. and a nice car ride.

last night [wednesday] oksana came over.

i have a lot of summer work to do.

oh also yesterday i passed my learners permit test. whoo-ee. now i have to take six hours of driving lessons. watch out fellow motorists. and pedestrians. and innocent poles.

if anyone ever reads this i'm sorry my life is so boring.

blog usage fail

i'm bad at blogging consitantly bye.

yeah.
not like there's anything to talk about.
went to demi/david concert.
did nothing for a few weeks.
went to jonas & company concert
did nothing for a few weeks.
it is now august.
summer is almost over.
there is the possibility of a family vacation soon.
that is all.